a life learned lesson.

it's almost as if you're running a race and close to the finish line to see that your biggest competitor zooms past you and crosses the line before you.you feel that you've let yourself down.
you feel that you've let everyone else uʍop.well that's how i feel sometimes.

i feel that when i fail, i let myself down more than i let anyone else down.
i feel worthless and that i can't do anything right the first time...but that's my problem.
it's not about getting it right the first time, it's about getting it right until i succeed.
to me right now, a lesson is being taught about how you shouldn't give up no matter how many times you've failed, go at it until you've decided you've had enough.and even if you don't complete that task, another one is coming your way waiting for you to persue it.

monday?

so it's another monday.
been focusin on school alot cause i promised my mom i would make all "a" 's.
and if i stick up to my word i get rewarded lol!
when i want something i go after it, so if making all "a" 's is what i gotta do then ima try my best!

school and...moccosins?

so school starts back tomorrow and i'm like dang.
i dnt really even know what i wanna be when i grow up.
there is so much i feel like i'm good at but in the end it comes down to what i feel happy doing.
i just feel as if i'm running outta time but in reality there's always time.
so expressing me is cool.
anyways this school year is gonna be good...i have a good vibe about it an moccasins!
the most comfortable shoe created lolz.
yeah i got two pairs lolz but my latest pair are bomb to me hahaha!
anyways i'm ready to start school because i'm taking those extra-curricular classes in things i'm interested in...writer's workshop and fundamental web design.
i like workin on the computer like making stuff. ima creative person.
and i like writing poems...primarily ones that rhyme because that's just me.
i also think i would like photography an being an MD sounds awesome.
so i have a few options to choose from...just gotta follow my heart.
but moccosins yah!
...and this blog is long because i will only have time to write at least one blog a week maybe on saturdays or after school.
but still all i can say is to follow your heart, don't try to be anyone but you and you'll lead to your own success.
-mekayla