a life learned lesson.

it's almost as if you're running a race and close to the finish line to see that your biggest competitor zooms past you and crosses the line before you.you feel that you've let yourself down.
you feel that you've let everyone else uʍop.well that's how i feel sometimes.

i feel that when i fail, i let myself down more than i let anyone else down.
i feel worthless and that i can't do anything right the first time...but that's my problem.
it's not about getting it right the first time, it's about getting it right until i succeed.
to me right now, a lesson is being taught about how you shouldn't give up no matter how many times you've failed, go at it until you've decided you've had enough.and even if you don't complete that task, another one is coming your way waiting for you to persue it.